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月亮反映了太陽的光芒
那水中那彎彎的月牙又反映了甚麼?
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
urgh...i still have this habit of not updating my blog ever since i started blogging oline a few years back...no matter, it'll probably go on like this anyways...
alright, a few days ago i came upon an interesting issue, and it made me rethink about what i truly wanted to pursue in my future...you see, i've always wanted to be a doctor, even though i can't figure out what drives me, or if i really wanted to be one. but it has been on my top 10 most wanted career list (whatever that is) since young, but i've not been hardworking enough to work towards this goal. actually, there were lots of chances...bio classes in upper secondary for O levels, then MOE lifted Bio as a requirement into NUS medicine school...but i just let these chances slip away...
then i came upon this newspaper article, that some Taiwanese university was trying to get foreign students for its medicine and life science courses. i have a strong affection for that country, for you info, and i'm somehow tied to her. i got rather...moved...to say the truth. but you know, i've always been bothered about prestige, acknowledgement, face, and above all...money. i need a higher paying job. or rather, i desire one (who doesn't). pple around me ask me why i value money so much, and just glares at me like i'm some lowly being. but there are reasons, if not i'll be very glad with a job that feeds me and i enjoy very much.
alright, back to the news. i sort of considered the option to be a doctor in taiwan. moreover, does saving lives in some undeveloped region, or any part of the world, differ from saving lives in some famous hospital? conscience tells me no, but greed and logic tell me yes. i'm in kind of a struggle here... materials engineering, which interests me, or medicine, childhood dream, in some other country...i have almost a year left in NS, and i hope i can get an answer from myself within this time frame. this, afterall, concerns my future
...此時將在月光下謝幕
7:59 PM