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月亮反映了太陽的光芒
那水中那彎彎的月牙又反映了甚麼?
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Monday, April 16, 2007
ok, looks like dust (virtual ones) has been collecting on this blog. sigh...
just a quick update. my job is getting really really tedious. not physically though (i still do more sitting than standing), but rather more psychologically. the kids are unique at the centre, so normal school discipline can't work there. wait, let me put it this way, it can work, but we simply can't use it. it makes the centre look more like a after-school care centre than for aiding recovery of mentally-ill kids.
i've been facing with increasingly retarded (pardon me for using such a strong word in this context, but what difference is there if i wrote intellectually challenged?) and spoilt kids. you read correct, spoilt. they complain what they don't want/can't do and start throwing their temper around. sometimes it can be so frustrating that i should really feel their neck with my fingers wrapped around them. and what the perm staffs do is compromise those brats, then push the responsibilities to us before giving us the you're-not-doing-your-job stare. oh com'on, i'm an activity supervisor! not a nanny/counselor! they're the social workers and psychologists, not me!
i'm feeling so damn stressed out right now...perhaps that explains why they were acting a bit wary and all when they employed us temps. after all these, i've started to lose my sympathy for them. call me heartless, but to me, their problems could have been overcome by themselves. no amount of medication is gonna help if they continue to act like pampered kids. all those lessons and recovery sessions...i wonder how much get into their brains when all they do is head for the computer when the lessons get boring. sometimes they just don't appreciate all the help people are giving them.
ok, enough ranting. that felt good though, letting some out. not once have i ever yearned for school to start :[
...此時將在月光下謝幕
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